LuRe: Five in One

For the past two weeks, fate seemed to be conspiring to keep me from getting my LuRe fix, but I've finally managed to catch up with five episodes worth of Luke & Reid scenes on As the World Turns.

The first episode found the big day finally arriving- it was time for Noah's surgery. Luke showed up at the hospital for moral support and brought along Noah's video camera to document the momentous occasion. The two guys had a kind of sweet moment together on Noah's hospital bed before Reid walked in.When the nurse and Reid were taking Noah off for the operation, Luke asked Reid to take care of his ex and Dr. Oliver, clearly nonplussed by the closeness between Luke & Noah, snapped that this was what Luke had dragged him here for, wasn't it?

Luke & Katie chatted in the waiting room and Katie said that she thought that Reid liked living in Oakdale- and liked Luke- more than he'd let on. Luke mentioned Reid being rude to him again earlier and said that he thought the doctor had just been grateful for his help but that it had passed. Katie pointed out the obvious connection between Reid's rudeness and him having just seen Luke with Noah and said that she thought her roommate had become a bit more human lately and they both knew why that was.

Luke claimed to believe that living with Katie and baby Jacob had been what humanized Reid, and also suggested that working with Bob Hughes had probably helped, too. Katie thought that it would take more than friends and a cute baby to change someone like Reid, but Luke asked her to stop with the matchmaking while Noah was in surgery, saying that even though they weren't together he still loved Noah and wanted him to get his sight back.

In the operating room, Noah's blood pressure was high, but Reid got him to relax by telling him to think of all the things he'd see when he woke up. Noah noted that he'd finally get to see what Reid looked like and Reid joked about having a comb over, buck teeth and a potbelly.

Once Noah was under, he started dreaming about directing a film starring Luke and was zooming in for a close up on Luke's smiling face while he started to flat line.

Reid sought Luke out in the waiting room and broke the news that there had been some damage that hadn't shown up on the CAT scans or MRI, and that there had been complications. Luke asked if Noah was going to be all right, and Reid told him that there could be some brain damage and that they wouldn't know the extent of it until Noah woke up. Luke didn't take the news very well, and when Reid started talking about there always having been risks involved with the operation, Luke went off on him about his earlier arrogance about being the only one who could perform the surgery.

Reid countered that both Noah and 'Mr. Snyder' had been fully aware of the risks and Luke did not react well to Reid reverting to the old form of address between them.

Luke: Mr. Snyder. Really? After all of this, I want you to talk to me like a human being and I want you to talk to me like someone who gives a crap about what happens to Noah you selfish son of a bitch! What have you done?

Seeing such a passionate outburst from Luke was strangely hot, but it was tempered by seeing Reid's reaction. Eric Sheffer Stevens did a great job of using body language to convey the fact that Reid was very upset by what had happened and was falling back on his arrogance to cover it up. Reid was throwing the wall back up between him and Luke because he felt like he'd let Luke and Noah down.

Bob Hughes found Reid going over Noah's MRI results again, wondering how he'd missed something so important. Bob told Reid that he'd taken his responsibility to Noah seriously and that what had happened wasn't his fault. Reid continued to obsess over Noah's case, so Bob ordered him to leave the hospital and get some rest since Noah wouldn't be conscious for awhile.

Luke, meanwhile, sent Holden and Lily home, promising that he'd call them as soon as he knew anything. He then went to see Bob Hughes, who suggested he go home and get some rest and mentioned that he'd ordered Reid to do the same.

Bob reminded Luke that the surgery was what both he and Noah had wanted and that he shouldn't question that decision now. Luke rather bitterly noted that he'd trusted Dr. Oliver and his judgement and then stormed out of Bob's office and headed straight for Reid's place, where the good doctor answered the door shirtless (pics borrowed from Superherofan).
Luke demanded to know how Reid could have left Noah, asking if he even cared if his patient died. Reid told Luke that he'd been ordered out by his Chief of Staff and Luke wanted to know when Reid had started obeying anyone else's orders.

After all, he was the Great Doctor Oliver, and he never failed, unless he wanted to.

Reid: Excuse me?

Luke: Just tell me the truth. Did you do this to Noah on purpose?

The look of hurt on Reid's face was pretty intense. I thought Eric Sheffer Stevens really did a great job here.

Reid: Did I.. you're asking if..

Luke: Just answer the question!

Reid: Answer what? You want to know if I deliberately tried to harm your boyfriend while I was operating on him?

Luke: That's just it. Even though Noah and I are broken up and have been for awhile, you can't stand the fact that I still have feelings for him. You were so angry wen you saw him with his arm around me before the surgery.

Reid: What are you talking about?

Luke: You can't stand the fact that I haven't fallen at your feet. You don't understand it because you get whatever you want, whenever you want, and the fact that you haven't gotten me is driving you insane!

Reid: The only person insane in this room is you.

Luke tearfully accused Reid of having feelings for him that he'd let affect the outcome of the surgery.

Reid: After all the time that you've spent with me, the care that I've given to the man that you told me you loved, whether you're with him or not, you really think I have an investment in seeing him harmed? Or dead? That's who you think I am?

Luke (quietly, almost brokenly): I have no idea what I think about you. I have no idea who you are.

Reid: Yes you do. You can't look at me and tell me that you don't know who I am.

Luke: How did this happen?

Reid: I wish... I don't know.

Luke: You told me that you'd fix him. You promised. Noah couldn't handle being blind, so I gave him the one chance in the world he thought he had by bringing you here. And now this. If he's never the same again, if he doesn't make it through this, then I just...

Reid: You what?

Luke: I can't...

Reid: You can't what? You can't what, Luke?

(Luke kisses Reid)

What amazing scenes. Seeing Van Hansis take Luke from lashing out in anger to being on the brink of breaking down in tears and guilt for his part in Noah having the surgery, to finally facing up to his feelings for Reid, reminded me all over again of what an incredible actor he is. I think that working with Eric Sheffer Stevens just pushes him to be even greater. These are two truly talented guys, and these scenes would win them both Emmys if there was any justice in the world.

When the scenes picked up where they'd left off the next day, Reid began unbuttoning Luke's shirt while they kissed. Luke pulled back, wondering what the hell they were doing and reminding Reid that Noah was in a hospital bed. Luke though that they shouldn't have done any of this.

Reid: So, what, you kissed me out of anger? Out of fear?

Luke: Look, I don't know. Both, yeah.

Reid: I don't buy that and neither do you.

Luke: I've got to go.

Reid: Go ahead, run away.

Luke: I'm not running away!

Reid: You can't get out of the room fast enough.

Luke: Well I never should have come here! I never should have left Noah!

Reid: You can blame what just happened on your fear about Noah if that's what makes you feel better.

Luke: This is not about me feeling better.

Reid: Okay, then let's be honest.

Luke: How am I not honest?

Reid: Something has been brewing between us for a long time, and deep down you wanted it to happen just as much as I did.

Reid asked Luke to at least admit that this was true, but Luke said even if it was, Noah had to be a priority now for both of them. Reid pointed out that they'd been about to have sex, not move out of the state. If there was a change in Noah's condition, they'd both be there.

Luke said they couldn't be there for Noah if something happened that they couldn't take back. Reid reminded Luke that Noah had pushed him away and been unwilling to give him what he needed. He told Luke not to beat himself up for wanting to move on, but Luke replied that he couldn't do this and walked out the door.

Later, at the hospital, Luke sat with Noah and told him that he just wanted him to wake up so that he could do everything he wanted to do with his life. Reid came in to examine Noah and Luke tried to talk to him about what had happened between them earlier. Reid said they didn't have to talk about it, but Luke had to apologize for what he'd said about Reid wanting to hurt Noah.

Luke: I know that you'd never do anything to hurt Noah, no matter what your feelings were.

Reid: You're not all that, Mr. Snyder.

Luke: No, I guess I'm not. He was the first person I was ever in love with.

Reid: One's not such a low number.

Luke: I never thought I'd be with anyone except him.

Reid: That explains a lot.

Luke: So, yeah, about earlier-

Reid: You don't have to say anything about it. I get it Luke.

Reid told Luke that Noah's vitals were strong, but that they still wouldn't know anything for sure until he woke up. Luke asked if he should stay with Noah and Reid said that since there was a lot they still didn't know about states of unconsciousness, that sitting with Noah and letting him know he was there could help.

I really liked this scene because of the way it highlighted that Luke & Reid are relating to each other on a more mature level, and also the way that Luke spoke about Noah being his first love and never thinking that he'd be with anyone else demonstrated that he has started thinking that way now.

A day or two later, Reid woke Luke up in the hospital waiting room and told him that Noah was showing some signs of coming around and that they were going to run some tests. Luke started freaking out a bit about what they were going to do if Noah did have brain damage and Reid touched the side of his face, telling him to calm down.

Lily walked up in time to see the close moment between the two men and after Reid left she asked her son if there was something going on between the two of them. Luke admitted that Reid had told him he had feelings for him, and Lily was outraged that Noah's doctor would take advantage of Luke while he was worried about his ex.

Luke told his mother than Reid wasn't taking advantage of him and that he'd been completely honest with him the entire time.

Lily: So you're encouraging him? What about Noah?

Luke: Mom, we broke up. You know that. He said he needed his space, he couldn't have that with me there, so we ended things.

Lily: You said that Dr. Oliver has feelings for you. What about you? Do you have feelings for him?

Luke: Yeah, but I'm not really sure what they are right now. Reid's sure, though. (Lily makes a face) What?

Lily: I just can't imagine you with anyone other than Noah.

Luke: Yeah, I used to think that, too.

Lily: He doesn't seem like a very nice man.

Luke (an adorable grin spreading across his face): Dr. Oliver? He's not. He's rude and he's cold, and he's rude.

Lily: And you find that attractive?

Luke: No, it's just, he's in your face. He's like, 'Okay, here I am, and this is what I'm feeling, deal with that', and to have a guy like that, a guy who says exactly what he feels at all times, to have somebody like that say that the likes you, feels nice for a change.

Lily looked like someone had run over her puppy, indicating that she's clearly in the Nuke camp and not feeling the LuRe.

Luke asked why she was so sad and Lily told him that she wanted things to work out for him and Noah, and then the whole conversation became about how Lily and Holden were supposed to last forever, too, and didn't.

Lily asked if Luke wanted forever with Reid and he side stepped the question by saying he wanted Noah to wake up.

Luke went back in to sit with Noah, who of course has come out of brain surgery with a full head of hair like all people do in the real world. Noah promptly opened his eyes and Luke asked if he could see him.

Noah slowly focused in on his ex and then told Luke that he could see his eyes and that they were the most amazing thing he'd ever seen in his life.

Reid came along shortly afterward and asked Luke to step out so that he could examine his patient. Noah's vision was still blurry, but Reid assured him that it would improve with time. I have to say, Jake Silbermann was looking particularly hot in this scene, laying in bed with a tight gray t-shirt on. I think he's been working out even more than usual.

Noah went on about how Luke had made all of this happen by bringing Reid to Oakdale and how he'd been pushing Luke away and needed to make it up to him. Reid left the room, telling Luke that Noah was all his.

Noah asked Luke to sneak him outside so that he could see the world, so Luke took him up to the roof. Don't worry, folks, as long as you come out of brain surgery with a full head of hair, it's totally okay to be mobile within a few days!

Noah apologized to Luke for how hard he'd been on him and said that a lot of people talk about love, but Luke really does it, and Noah was grateful for that.

Luke told Noah not to apologize for not wanting to be with him anymore, that it happens sometimes. Noah said that it hadn't had anything to do with Luke, that he'd just been so afraid that he'd never see again. Luke looked decidedly less than enthusiastic to hear this, especially after Noah said that he knew they had a lot to work through but that he hoped that their relationship was strong enough to survive.

I'm sorry, I suppose I should feel some sympathy for Noah, but he's so selfish! He pushes Luke away for months, and suddenly he's got his vision back and just expects that they can still be together after all he put Luke through! Yes, Luke got a token apology, but come on!

Luke tried to avoid the issue by telling Noah to focus on his health, not on their relationship.

Noah: Okay, I know I may not be able to see the expression on your face, but I can feel it, somethings changed. What is it?

Luke tried to talk about everything had changed since Noah could see again, but Noah shut that down, saying that he could tell that something had changed with Luke, that he was being different with Noah.

Noah: So I'm asking, has the way you feel about me changed?

Luke: Yeah. It has.

Noah: Wow. I know I asked, I just never expected you to say yes.

Luke reminded Noah of how he hadn't cared that Noah wasn't able to see, that he'd just wanted to be with him, but Noah hadn't felt the same way.

Luke: Noah, I was in this one hundred percent. And I asked you, remember, all or nothing? And you chose nothing.

Noah: I know what I said then, but-

Luke: You told me to go on with my life and now you're acting like that never happened. What happens if you change your mind tomorrow?

Noah: I didn't push you away because I stopped loving you, because I haven't, I couldn't!

Luke: Who cares? When things got rough, you were you. You weren't us. And I know you were hurting, Noah, I was hurting too. But the difference is that I didn't abandon you.

Yes! I'm so glad that Luke is finally calling Noah on all of this. I was worried that as soon as Noah had his sight back and expected Luke to fall into his arms again, Luke would act as if all the hurtful things Noah said and did weren't important, would just give him a free pass. I'm so glad that isn't happening and that Luke is finally growing up.

Noah told Luke that when he couldn't see, he'd felt cut off from the world, but now that he had his sight back, he felt connected to Luke again. Luke explained that while Noah had felt like he was somewhere else, Luke had been right there the whole time, begging him not to leave.

Luke: Noah, we haven't been happy for a long time. I can't go back to the way it was before the accident.

Noah: I don't expect you to. I mean, I can't either. But I still want to be with you. We can find a new way to be together if you want to.

Luke: A few months ago, I think I would have known what that meant. Now I'm not so sure.

Before they could talk any further, Reid stormed onto the roof, a little ticked off that his patient was out of bed and up on the roof. Reid called Luke an idiot and said that while Noah had a reason for not thinking clearly, Luke had no excuse.

Reid examined Noah and went on again about Luke's stupidity. Noah remarked that he'd thought Reid and Luke were getting along better since their trip to Texas and then Luke walked in just in time to hear Reid telling Noah that he'd wanted something from Luke and now that he'd got it, he didn't have to fake being nice any more.

Luke demanded to know if that's all it was, if Reid had been using him, and Reid sarcastically said that he was sorry he couldn't be Luke's new best friend, but that at least he had Noah. After Reid left, Noah remarked that Reid was a great doctor but a lousy person, and then noticed how upset Luke seemed. Before he could put two and two together, though, Casey and Allison arrived for a visit.

Luke took the opportunity to give Noah a copy of his film and asked him to be kind if he didn't like his final edit. Noah took Luke's hand and promised to be as kind to him as Luke had been to Noah. Reid, watching through the window, saw the gesture, and came in demanding to know what part of 'the patient needs rest' they didn't understand.

Casey and Allison made a hasty exit and Luke offered to go so Noah could get some rest, but Noah wanted him to stay. Luke set him up with a portable DVD player so he could watch his film and then went out in the hall, where he asked Reid why he was treating him this way.

Reid: I'm sorry you don't like the way I'm treating you.

Luke: Look, it's just that I thought-

Reid: I'm being a responsible neurosurgeon, protecting my patient from his own reckless behavior. What are you doing?

Luke: What do you mean? I'm trying to support Noah, that's what he needs. I'm trying to be there for him.

Reid: No you're not. You're trying to make up for the fact that you kissed me.

Luke: We kissed each other.

Reid: But I don't feel guilty about it. You do. That's why you're pretending that you and Noah are star crossed lovers all over again.

Luke: I never said that.

Reid: You didn't have to. You're playing the devoted boyfriend to the hilt, it's sickening.

Luke: Are you jealous?

Reid: I don't have time to be jealous, okay? But just so we're clear, you're not helping your boyfriend.

Luke: Look, he's not my boyfriend! He's just-

Reid: He's what?

Luke: He's feeling better. Isn't that all that matters?

Reid told Luke that Noah still had months of recovery ahead of him and that turning his room into party central wasn't going to help.

Luke apologized for jeapordizing Noah's recovery, but told Reid that he was wrong if he thought Luke was spending time with Noah out of guilt.

Reid: But now that Noah's whole you want to pretend that none of it happened, right, forget that the whole thing went down?

Luke: I haven't forgotten.

Reid: Good to know.

Luke: Look, this isn't about medicine. You can't stand seeing me and Noah together, and you don't want to admit it.

Reid: I have an idea, Mr. Snyder. I think it would be best for everyone involved if you and I went back to the way things were before Texas.

Luke: What do you mean?

Reid: You need me to draw you a picture? Leave me and my patient alone.

Luke: I'm all Noah's got!

Reid: No, I am! I've been doing everything I can to give Noah his life back, which means that right now Noah needs me more than he needs you. I don't want you hanging around here anymore, I want you to stay out of my way.

Luke (getting in Reid's face): You're lying. This is not about medicine. It's personal.

Reid: No, it's not. Noah is my patient, you're his cheating boyfriend.

Luke: We are not back together! You know that.

Reid: Does Noah realize that?

Luke: Well, we're trying to work things out.

Reid: Good luck with that, Mr. Snyder. (starts to leave)

Luke (stopping him): No, don't call me that.

Reid: What do you want from me? Tell me. You want me to pretend that nothing happened between us? That's not the way I work. We both know it's not true (touches Luke's face).

At that point, Noah walked by, looking for Luke. It appeared that he was able to see a blurry image of Reid and Luke in that intimate position, but who knows for sure?

These were some truly great episodes for LuRe fans. I loved that they're making it quite clear that while Luke still loves Noah, he doesn't know if he really wants to be with him after everything that happened, and that he isn't at all willing to dismiss what he feels for Reid.

I've complained about this storyline quite a bit, and with very good reason, but they're finally doing something very right! The Reid/Luke/Noah love triangle makes for some pretty damn good soap opera. I can't wait to see what happens next, as long as it involves Luke and Reid living happily ever after and having at least one very hot onscreen love scene before the show ends!